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Mask Of The 666You see only the pain that feeds,
Off the mania and the misery inside of me.
Is it my flesh you feel?
Well it's about time I set the record straight,
Just hope you don't faint!

You see only the anger that siphons,
Away the bliss and the beauty that's never free.
Is it my skin you scratch?
It ain't no mistake that I hide this innocence,
Damn it's not meant to make sense!

You see only the fury that corrupts,
Through the disease and the disgust nobody can see.
Is it my expression you envy?
Pretend you understand the meaning behind the mask,
Why should you bother to even ask?

Ex Nihilo (Out Of Nothing)Out of the shadows of nothing,
Sirens sing sweet songs of serenity,
In a ring under the remorseless rain,
Of those dawning tears of twilight,
Heralding the end of everything.

There's nothing here for me,
And all these scars scare me,
Eyes of eternity ensnare me.
Taking apart the skin of my suffocating soul,
For all my failings of fury are foul.

There's nothing here for me,
Though all my plain plagues me,
Seizures of sorrow saves me.
Playing with the hell in my healing heart,
Then all my despair of death will depart.

There's nothing here for me,
When all those things torment me,
Cries of confusion cement me.
Containing in the

Dear Mr. RealityDear Mr. Reality,
What have you done to me?
I am alone and everyone has died,
Was it more than words of weary woe,
Or silence that made them leave?

Dear Mr. Reality,
Where are you right now?
I am scared and everything has gone,
Was it only little things in turbulent times,
Or a catastrophe I did not know?

Dear Mr. Reality,
Why couldn't you just be dead?
I am upset and everywhere has vanished,
Was it just me screwing up social salutations,
Or mere fantasy of realism instead?

Love Me, Loose Me, Leave MeUnder those stars that shine,
I've walked a lonely lane.
Through the valley of penury and pain,
Did I find you: an angel before my sight,
And I knew you were mine.

But why did you have to love me?
Only just to break me apart.
Responsibilities rest heavy in your heart,
Could you find me: a monster lost in the night,
And I knew I had to flee.

It wasn't as if I was scared,
To be at war with my emotions.
Never believing the lies or the notions,
You can't find me: a demon ready to fight,
And I knew we no longer cared.

Beast In MeThere's a feral beast inside of me,
Sleeping softly under my skin.
Oh how I wish I could be free,
To suffocate in my spirit of sorrow,
On horrendous horizons of a tormented tomorrow.

There's a wild beast inside of me,
Burrowing blindly through my bones.
Oh how I wish you could see,
To maim that monstrosity of my mind,
Under torturous thunder upon a waxing wind.

There's a vile beast inside of me,
Flaying furiously away my flesh.
Oh how I wish I could plea,
To placate that prince of parasitic persuasion,
By demonic devices with a face of fascination.

Ready To IgniteMy chest feels like a furnace,
And my lungs are on fire.
Death is my mind's only desire;
But I will carry on with bitter grace,
Knowing my ashes may leave no trace.

My chest feels like a grenade,
And my heart is about to explode.
Shall I continue down this road?
But now I stop because I am afraid,
That the life I lead may never be saved.

My chest feels like an anvil,
And my ribs feel like lead.
In my palms is black blood that bled,
But I am scared so much my stare is still,
With bleak eyes I accept misery for good or ill.

Look For MeLook for me when you are out,
Call me by that secret name,
Let me hear you scream and shout.
I'm not playing a simple game,
But I'm wandering lost in a mind full of doubt.

Look for me while you are crying,
Find me by that private smile,
Let me watch you tire in trying.
I'm not walking a lonely mile,
But I'm stumbling afraid with a heart that's sighing.

How Did We Get Here?How did we get here?
When I thought I'd knew you so well,
That I could walk into the very pits of hell,
And save you from those demons of charm;
But all I see in your eyes is pure alarm.

How did we get here?
All I knew of love has been taken away,
Corroded down to ridicule of all we could say,
Dismissed by me but cherished by you long before;
Yet not this time when words are sore.

How did we get here?
I cannot decipher the truth from the lies,
Figuring you out while the pain inside cries,
Why do you hate me with a lover's gaze;
Would you plague me forever feigning this craze?

Cradle Of DeathWhen you're merry mood turns low,
Wandering vacantly upon lily petals,
Camouflaged into silver sombre snow.
Think oft of the seconds of your success,
In that cradle of death in which you shall confess.

For all those little lies you thought right,
Retching honestly from black sickness,
Hidden in that noire nonchalant night.
Think oft of the minutes of your madness,
In that cradle of death in which you crave sadness.

You're futile faith is all but weak,
Living gallantly with sulphuric breath,
Lost in that crimson calm creek.
Think oft of the hours of your hell,
In that cradle of death in which you can only yell.

To Gather DustThere sits a dusty doll of polite porcelain,
On an emerald edge of a mahogany mantelpiece.
Staring out into a white void; weeping in vain,
To be cradled in comfort by a cherubic child,
But it's requiem will be to rest in the raging rain.

Above lies a mouldy mannequin of crumbling clay,
With that dreary doll; on the ledge of a walnut windowsill.
Tiring in that black abyss as objects on display,
To be watched by winter wolves in the wild,
But their destiny will be to dance in the dawning day.

Alone Into The VoidSelfish spirits wander with neglected spirit,
As I slip between their mysterious shadows,
Like a ghost passing through their beautiful bodies.
Inebriated idiots I watch stumbling along a street,
As my sorrowful soul resides in a room far from sight.

Lonely liaisons meeting in secluded view,
As I vacantly ignore their dismal conversation,
Like a breeze whispering around their monstrous minds.
Drunken darlings I avoid cruising down the road,
As my lethargic legs take me alone into the void.

MiseryOn that pitiful plain of misery,
I'm a sorrowful soul drowning in depression.
Can't you see what I see?
Those tormentful tides of a serenading sea,
Washing like sheets of silk over me.

On that platonic plain of misery,
I'm a morbid mind suffocating in sorrow.
Can't you feel what I feel?
Those whimsical winds of a bitter breeze,
Blowing like leaves of love over me.

On that peaceful plain of misery,
I'm an inferior individual lying in lethargy.
Can't you hear what I hear?
Those calamitous clouds of a silhouette sky,
Haunting like songs of silence over me.

Living DeathJustify your hatred,
In that heart you have forsaken,
Bleeding away all that is sacred.
Can't you believe what's inside,
Are you dead or alive?

Clarify your ferocity,
In that mind you have constricted,
Siphoning away all of your pity.
Can't you perceive what's outside,
Is that breath or death?

Testify your sadness,
In that soul you have forgotten,
Pouring away all that I call madness.
Can't you relieve what's aside,
Of hope and pestilence?

Dance Of The FliesJoin the dance of the flies,
Storming the horizon of suicide skies,
With their chanting cherubic cries.
Ignorant to their lecherous lies,
In blind silence; a demon dies.

Failure to see what's coming over me,
Plagued by the poison and the pestilence,
Of those visions I name as violence.
Look up to that sky,
As all you're hope will die.

Take back your own disease,
Suffocating under the stars with ease,
Falling so far into that hell you hate.
Waltz in time with the flies,
As you suffer in your nightmare sighs.

Exile In LimboIn my days of death,
I see that golden horizon.
With great burden of breath,
I shall ascend on those heavenly stairs,
Of those tranquil spirits I see a rising.

In my guise of grace,
I see that lilac sky.
With dread façade of face,
I shall descend on that demonic path,
Of those insolent hounds I hear a howling.

In my tears of time,
I see that charcoal abyss.
With bleak cries of chime,
I shall continue on their mortal line,
Of those weary cowards I know a calling.

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I Won't ForgetAll those insipid lies,
You think you can tell?
Well, let me tell you.
You have no clue,
How they make me feel.

I hate you,
I despise you,
I loathe you.
I can't even bear your passive face,
Or be fooled by your angelic grace.

Why couldn't I just forget?
Why burden me with all the regret?
I am not ready,
My shaking fists aren't steady,
But all my tears are dry; never wet.

Control MeChorus
You can't control me,
Just say what you think of me,
But don't be afraid, my love;
If I don't agree,
Because I'm free. Can't you see?

Verse I
Everything will fade into the dark,
And then the wolves will growl,
And the dogs of hell will bark.
Break out of that cage you live,
Look up at that white moon and howl.

Verse II
When it all seems to be dead,
Return to your bed of dreams,
And remember that nightmare.
Dark dreams of a million screams,
Filling up your empty head.

Chorus
You can't control me,
Just say what you think of me,
But don't be afraid, my love;
If I don't agree,
Because I'm free. Can't you see?

Verse

Breakdown RendezvousI'm tearing out my eyes,
And I don't know why.
Is it because I'm so down?
I feel so lost in this space of mine,
But I'm waiting for a sign.

Oh, please let me release my fear,
I'm scared. I haven't found out why I cry.
But I feel like this every year,
Oh, why can't I shed a single tear,
Is it because I always ask why/

I'm heading for a breakdown,
The voices in my head,
Come with me to bed.
And here I frown, but then;
I sigh and I know my chance is blown.

Rage! Engage! Enrage!Intro
When everything gets to you,
Have a care that no one has a clue.
Bruises are black and blue,
But there is nothing you can do.
Let's go! Let's go! Let's go!

Chorus
Rage! Engage! Enrage!
Damn the world!
Get down on the ground,
Jump up and spit out your anger,
To fools all around!

Verse I
They say you are wrong.
You say you are being strong.
But hear the lyrics of a broken song,
And they'll know all along,
How epic your misery has become.

Chorus
Rage! Engage! Enrage!
Damn the world!
Get down on the ground,
Jump up and spit out your anger,
To fools all around!

Verse II
Aaaaargh! Bring it back in focus!
What you thi

Reaper FaceChorus
I am no longer here,
I am no longer there,
Lost in the space of an echo.
Never knowing where I am,
Never admitting this is who I am.

Verse I
Ends of the earth,
It's not enough,
Bleeding in the sea.
Can't you see! Can't you feel!
This is who I am!

Chorus
I am no longer here,
I am no longer there,
Lost in the space of an echo.
Never knowing where I am,
Never admitting this is who I am.

Verse II
Don't you dare bury me,
In the dirt of the diseased,
Suffocating in the breeze.
Won't you hate me? Won't you love me?
This is who I am!

Verse III
Punish me you heathen race,
Terrorise me! Erase me! Decimate me!
I don't n

Diabolic SymbolicIntro Verse
Say it again! Say it again! Say it again!
Aaaaaargh! Scream those aching words of the sane,
Opening up the gates to those souls of pain.
Breathe out your last breath tonight,
Though you rather live than fight!

Chorus 0.1
What?! You don't believe your own cause?
I'm not as dumb as you might think,
I'm not as evil as you might think,
I'm not as pure as you might think,
Uuuurrgh! My saintly sins on the brink

Verse I(Repeat after Chorus 0.1,0.2 and 0.3)
Say it again! Say it again! Say it fast!
Aaaaargh! I close my eyes in the blast,
Taking back those memories of the past.
Force out one last human shout,
Let the damned

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Disillusionment

by ~NemoX7, Jun 1, 2012, 4:31:43 PM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

I need direction in my life,
To rid myself of all these sufferings of strife.
Too long have I been roaming in a ring,
With eyes so erudite; but yet I know nothing,
That could open a door onto a new destiny.

I need direction in my life,
So I can harvest those rewards that are rife.
Too long have I been waiting on the wire,
With idiotic inspiration; but I'm dancing in fire,
Will I realise my potential to purge my past?

I need direction in my life,
Instead of counting those notches on my knife.
Too long have I been worrying upon the wind,
With confused conscience; but I fear I'm too blind,
Even if my path is hellish I still hunger for hope.

Disillusionmentby ~NemoX7

Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

The theme behind this poem is being disillusioned with your life and how you wish to change your future for a better one. It's kind of got a sense of optimism in it that I don't usually write about.

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~Manigran Jun 29, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Vivid. Great job, as usual!

~tokikomosoto Jun 2, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

The cloud which blocks the view of the future brings the rains of the past...uve inspired me. Ur piece is very relative to my current situation- hoping and waiting. But im tired of just doing that. Thank you.

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