Killed by an AngelAn angel came to meI never took notice,For I was used to odditiesAnd blinded in my blissI saw in him what I see in all:Potential, pain, love and fearBut in him, a friend to fallWith many a tearWe laughed together,And he smiled at me,A rare occurrenceFor others to seeHad my suspicions,But kept to myself,Never knew the conditionsBut then again, did he know himself?I befriended him,He told his friends we were tightEven after all that had happenedMy heart was lightCharmed by his looks,Couldn't focus on my books,Entranced by his eyes,Should've known that it was a lieI never asked for thisThis emotion filled tangleAll I wanted was his friendshipI should've been carefulIt hurt to knowThat my angel had fallenHe didn't say noAnd two more were brokenThe pain he causes,I don't think he's awareOr perhaps he's cut his losses,Maybe he doesn't careI can only hope he'll take me back under his wing,And in his ear once more I'll be free to sing,And we can go about o
DollDo you honestly think, that you will change my thinking?Do you honestly believe you can keep belittling meAnd treat me like your slave like you always did?Let's face it you only talked to me when you wanted somethingYou can deny it as much as you want to, the fact is you stilldid.After a while you told me yourself rightDid you think that I will just sit here take it foreverLike a DOLL.That girl you knew is history.I will admit I wanted to give you the worldThat is no longer the caseBut this fake respect, the fake maskIs now more easy to spot than ever beforeI know am showing you the real me. It's Your turn.
BlushI can still feel your arms around my waistMy dress the color ofHigh school crushesYour smug and admiring smile
Day for a DepressiveDragging along is a simple thing here there is no pleasure; no pain.Walking numb without a course &
Torn Lonliness.Tonight I have to tell you that saying I love you isn't enough to express what I feel for you.You walk through my laced up soul to tear it apart to make room for yourself, to comfort my loneliness.Can you hear me cry out to you, I feel like I'm so far away from your arms, embrace me like the last kiss.I don't want to disappear; I always want to be the reflection in your eyes.Well I have been a fool to be so cruel to whom I love and now my Loneliness consumes me, so take me back to your heart.It's where I feel the safest, the most alive, the most at home.
Something To Lose.Is this all I am to you?Just something to lose?Someone to hurt?To hit and abuse?Not physicallyFor that would leave marksNot even mentallyYou go straight for the heartLike a waterfall cascadingIt won't ever stopI'll be here still waitingOr so I once thoughtI can never fight this feelingBut I can't help that it's hereMaybe it'd be bestIf I could just disappear...
Just Let Me DieLet me die with dignityIt's the least that you could doI dug this grave for meBut you can lay here tooAnd, no, it's not your faultYou don't have to say goodbyeThis blood is on my handsSo don't you even tryI can't get a fresh breathYour words hanging in the airAs still as certain deathBut they're getting us nowhereAnd you'll cry your last tearAs we lie here in waitingJust to be forgottenOur memory fadingOur lips press togetherIn one final kissOur one final effortTo re-right our sinsAnd it's here we'll die togetherJust broken memoriesWe don't have to wait foreverTo hear the angels singBut still I beg of youLet me die with dignityIt's the least that you could doUnless you want to die with me...
.Tell me everything is going to be okay.Tell me that I will see you again when it's over.Give me your word
You won't give up on everything when it gets bad.You won't leave me to fight and die alone.Swear on your life
That you will never sell me out to them.That I will never have to see you die.Promise me we'll be together as sisters.Give me your word you'll stay my best friend.Swear on your life, you won't forget me.I promise you I will not break.I give you my word I will be strong.I swear on my life I will not go back.